something rather rare happened today. i was taking the bus home from orchard when suddenly the bus door's glass cracked and we were on the expressway. we had to drop in the middle of expressway just to wait for the next bus, but long as we waited there were none. (well there was one but it was full) the bus driver then asked us to go on the bus and alight on the first stop. the funniest thing was that so many people were having a kick and were taking photos of the broken glass door and while we were waiting on the expressway on the road side, someone laughed loudly while he was in the truck. everyone laughed it off.
we then took the bus to the next stop where a few glass shattered into pieces onto the stairs of the exit. it was kind of riddiculous really.

before that i went to kino. and reading some of the psychology books it kind of pissed me off. there was one book where i just took a glance and never even touched it for i was angry with it. i guess one of the reason why i was angry was maybe i was pissed off at the titles and some of them were rather 'sqaure.'

i know i'm not a major in psychology or anywhere close that, but some of the advice they give were narrow minded and it was as though there was only one answer to that question and nothing more.

but looking back now, i kind of feel silly. these books are in a way just guidelines of life, and since there is no perfect answer in life, this will probably help guide people in streneous situations. who knows? probably one of these days i would buy one of those books and actaully read it.

i wonder why sometimes my emotions are rather wild and fickle minded. i know it isn't unusual but i get disgusted easily these few days as well. with well, my own species. it's hard to describe. i feel that people don't understand certain conept of life where i myself doesn't understand everything. i hate it when people try to assume they do when it is truly obvious they don't. i'm not pin pointing this to anybody but to everyone in general. i must remind myself that there will be people out there who would think i'm likewise.

but i guess we're all human and living in this hidden yet known tagline of 'survival of the fittest'-charles darwin. so who is really the fittest? or rather what is the fittest? it's not a contemplating question nor am i confused of life, it kind of just struck me and i just psyched myself thinking about it.

note: from what i see, everyone who tries or rather think he or she lives and abides the law of nature is rather nuts and ends up commiting suicide.
example: hitler.